Work, Life, Family and Love

i. Kerja dan Cuti Semester
Sedar tak sedar dah 2 bulan aku menapok di rumah.Cuti semester yang amat panjang dalam sejarah pengajian aku.4 bulan. Kawan2 ramai yang bekerja dan adik-adik ku juga. Tapi aku??hai..apa la nasib badan. P kerja hanya sehari then quit. Atas alasan masalah kesihatan. Well, aku suka ja kerja kat situ tapi aku sayang kaki aku lagi...Nak hidup lama lagi bai....erk..yeke..hmmm..aku tak pasti sampai bila aku mampu bertahan. Ya Allah aku memohon kepadaMu berikanlah aku kekuatan dalam menempuh segala pancaroba ini dan sekurang-kurangnya aku mampu membalas jasa dan pengorbanan keluargaku.

ii. Keluarga
Air yang dicincang tidak akan putus!!! hope it right!!!
As a elder, i guess i failed to show a good example to my siblings..i'm too pampered!!!
I dont know how to fixed it..
I always blamed others for anything happen..why???always not satisfied..always do the comparison..in the end i'm the one who's suffered more..stop doing it..be matured!!!

iii. Relationship
I still wonder...

As a Reminder to us...

1. Start off each day with thanking Allah for waking up in good shape.
2. Put Allah first in your life.
3. Broaden your horizons – learn 5 new verses from the Quran every day, pray in the mosque to brighten your day, take up a booklet having supplications and read them.
4. Pray Salaat Al-dhuhaa (after sunrise).
5. If someone says something mean to you, just shrug it off and dismiss it in a friendly, laidback manner, and pray that Allah shall forgive them.
6. When you get angry, remember Allah, and how short and worthless life is to waste in being Angry.
7. Remember that you can never have too many friends, but you can have few quality friends that help you fulfill the purpose of your creation (i.e. live for Allah).
8. When you’re happy, try to share your happiness with others. Thank Allah for that, and pray for its continuation.
9. When something bad or embarrassing happens to you, just think that it could always be worse, remember the reward of patience, and thank Allah that it’s not worse than it is.
10. Do something extra of goodness once in a while, like feeding a poor person, or caressing an orphan’s head. (Bringing home the bacon - Alhamdulillah„.)
11. Never stop believing that you can win Allah’s love and thus work For it. Then you can win the love of Allah’s slaves.
12. Spend some time thinking of Allah’s amazing creation.
13. Always love those who love Allah unconditionally. This way you will ensure that you live for Him, love for Him, and hate for Him, hate the sins and actions hated by Allah.
14. Find the righteous ways to express yourself, and if you think that what you are about to say shall cause no benefit, maintain silence (this is tough!!).
15. Every now and then, give yourself a break. Play sports, give time to your family, friends, but always remember Allah and remember that He is watching you.
16. Pray for blessing to come to those who are lost, and pray to Allah to guide them to the right path.
17. Hug your parents, kiss their hands and heads and always obey but stop at Allah’s orders.
18. Smile to everyone, for your smile makes a big difference to him or her and you are rewarded.
19. Forgive, forget and smile.
20. Tears are not for women only… tears are for all human beings with feelings remaining in them. Don’t restrain your tears when remembering Allah.
21. When people criticize your actions and effort, revise your actions and see if they please Allah or no. If they do; then ignore and remember how the Prophet (SAW) and the Sahaba were criticized, made fun of and even physically harmed, so have patience.
22. Read the Quran daily and try to have a schedule for completing it as much as you can. As you open the Quran daily, read with understanding not just passing your eyes through the words.
23. Don’t desire fame or popularity, for it never lasts and you may lose from it more than you may gain.
24. Never look down on anybody, for, to Allah, they may be better than you.

MBV 1 Good Luck

Sedar tak sedar sudah hampir habis semester pengajian aku di UTHM ini.
Dalam 2 minggu lagi dah nak final exam...(3/5/11 - 10/5/11)
Mula2 masuk punya la rasa lambatnya masa...
Pelbagai persoalan timbul, mampukah aku nak habiskan pengajian ini?ada peluang kerja ke? I'm really being a childish at the first time at here..yes i'm cried..so funny..at the moment i'm so weak dont know why..maybe to much thinking..
Memang pada mulanya aku berasa berat hati untuk meneruskan pengajian ini kerana pelbagai spekulasi mengenai pengajian ini.susah nak kerja.
Tapi mak pesan walau macam mana pon INSYAALLAH rezeki tu ada terutama dalam bidang pendidikan.dengan azam yang baru dan semangat dari mak itu aku teruskan juga (tapi still banyak main =P)btw thanks mom..luv u so much..muahhh
Alhamdulillah..mungkin ini jalan yang terbaik buat aku..INSYAALLAH..
Finally juz finish the last class for this semester..Alhamdulillah...
Buat teman-teman seperjuangan MBV 1 selamat maju jaya dalam peperiksaan akhir
semester.Thanks kerana berpeluang mengenali kalian.

DISASTER and REMINDER

Subhanallah...
That's a word come out first when I heard about Japan.
Deep condolences to people at Japan.
Sesungguhnya ini adalah peringatan daripada ALLAH swt kepada hambanya.
Ya ALLAH..berikanlah aku kesempatan untuk bertaubat kepada-Mu
sesungguhnya hanya kepada-Mu aku memohon.
Ya ALLAH berikanlah kesejahteraan dan ketabahan hati kepada hamba-hambamu Ya ALLAH dalam menghadapi cubaan dan dugaan-Mu.
Amin Ya Robbala'lamin.

Dear ABAH

This entry should be yesterday but I dont have strength to write it. So here I dedicated to my beloved dad:

24 Feb 1960 ~ 21 Mac 1997

Dear ABAH,

Happy birthday

it's been 14 years already gone

i miss u so much

i regretting not spend much time with you

AL-FATIHAH...

R.E.D.H.A

ku redha dengan ketentuan mu Ya ALLAH

hanya Kau Yang Maha Mengetahui segala yang terbaik untukku..

DESTINY

Am I doing the right thing..the right choice...

I mean the way of my life.

I still not sure for what I want in my life. But for sure I want to success in my life.

The problem right now is I’m still confusing for the thing of my passion.

After studied in engineering for fourth years at university of course I want to be the engineer, but there is no luck to me to get that job. Maybe I’m not too serious in searching that job and too pampered to move from my hometown.

In the middle of my semester break about couple weeks ago, I’m just talked to my aunt, she said “Poor you, harder studied in engineering but can’t be the engineer”. Speechless..

Of course aunty I badly want to be the engineer but what can I do? My disease is going bad now. That’s job is not suitable to me even I want it. It’s hard to me to accept it.

Until now is doesn’t have any kind of passion. Even you aunty, you said still doesn’t know what is your passion. You already reached 50 but I’m just turn 24 this year. How bad it is. But for sure I love to travel. (Are you sure?? Coz u always keep mumbled bout ur pain..hehe..) Yeah, it’s true, but once you arrive to the destination your tired it’s just gone.

Now, I’m studying in education. It’s fun and i enjoy it but I’m still not sure whether I really like it or not. But my coursemate is fun. Yeah, I love them already. It’s good to know you guys.

I’m trying to accept my destiny. Maybe this is my way my future my destiny...

Only He knows what the best for me and us:

“…barangkali kamu membenci sesuatu,padahal ia baik bagimu…dan barangkali kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagimu…Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”

(Al-Baqarah: 216)